Youngin' Blues: The Story of Reed and RaKeem by Mercy B

Author:Mercy B [B, Mercy]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Mercy B Publications
Published: 2016-03-17T04:00:00+00:00

“Say something.” KinZu egged him on. “Please.” She raised up again, staring into his face.

Sucking on his tongue, Jonathan shook his head, knowing that he was about to disappoint KinZu once again. However, he couldn’t let this happen. He wouldn’t let it happen –not if he could help it. Bringing children into the picture was the wrong thing to do, and it was obvious.

“Kin.” He lifted up. Getting out of the bed, he tried putting distance between himself and KinZu. “I can’t lie and say what you want me to say. As much as I love you and what we have, bringing children into the picture right now isn’t the best decision. I know we laid down and created them, but really think about this… Like, really. We can barely get it right with us two. How much more complicated do you think things will be with children in the picture. I’ve got dreams, baby. There will be time for children. We’re young, and now just isn’t that time.” Jonathan pleaded his case.

“I’m sorry. I don’t understand. What are you saying?” KinZu asked, not wanting to admit that her boyfriend was denying her of happiness –once again.

“I don’t think we should have them, Kin. I’m sorry, but I don’t think it’s a good idea.” He stressed.

“Like, are you saying that I should get rid of my children?” KinZu questioned, pointing to her flat stomach.

“Please, don’t say it like that, KinZu. Understand where I’m coming from. We’re still kids ourselves. I can barely keep you happy now. Do you understand how much more stressful it’ll be if children were involved? Man, Kin, don’t think that I’m tripping. Like, just think about what I’m saying.”

“Na, motherfucker. I hear exactly what you’re saying. You’re asking me to kill my fucking children.” KinZu became livid. “How could you,” within the moment, she went from angry to saddened. “Huh?”

“KinZu, I just…”

“Jonathan, you just nothing. You always do this. You’re always doing this to me.” KinZu’s tears hit the floor before she could even finish her statement. Penetrating the cheap carpet that reeked of age and sweat, KinZu stomped her right foot –like a child who was denied it’s way.

“KinZu, please. A nigga just know how this can turn out. I don’t want to…”

“You don’t want to what? Keep hurting me? Jonathan, all that I’ve wanted from you was your love in return… But over and over you keep proving to me that that’s impossible. Like, how hard could it be? To just love me? Am I not worthy? What is it? Do you recognize the fact that I love you? I fucking love you. I love you more than I even love myself. I’m crazy for you, Jonathan. Why can’t you see that? I don’t understand!” KinZu spilled her emotions, heaving from the crying that she was doing.

Turning to her left, KinZu begin to pace the floor. She could no longer stay still. She was in panties and her bra, spazzing. She wanted to lay hands on Jonathan at this point, but it wouldn’t solve anything.

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